Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Drip.
Moving.
As I find myself growing up, I realize all the circumstances in which I must decipher between work and play. Fun and funny. Childlike and childish. And whenever possible and or necessary, I strive for the former of each.
While in school, there is a definite line between work and play, however, I am always trying to make my work seem like play. I've learned quickly that it is all about your outlook and attitude.
In movement, I see everything as fun. I'm learning loads of new things and I have gotten so much stronger, both physically and mentally, from it. However, I am often find myself in playful spirits due to me loving to brings smiles and giggles to peoples faces. This, I have learned, must be left at the door once I enter the studio. There is a definite line between fun filled learning and goofing around.
Although "funny" isn't always called for in the studio, I have found that there is a difference between being funny and being like a child. I have always been fascinated by children. They have this fearlessness about them, and they rarely have the distractions of outside conflict. They are content in there own little world, and this aids in their ability to learn things so quickly. I think if every movement student had the childlike mentality, things would soon be easier, calmer, and wouldn't be this striving for top class rating.
It is a big step, but once our class has attained the fun, childlike attitude towards our work, we will soon see everything as necessary fun. And the entire atmosphere of our class will change greatly.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Escalation.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Sleeps.
- I slept above a room full of boys. I heard everything they said. They didn't know.
- I brought my guitar to the house. Everyone jammed. I love having musical friends.
- I made pancakes for everyone's breakfast. They seemed to enjoy them.
- I loved how easy it was for my date to make friends.
- We had a nice drive back.
- We need to talk.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Radnom.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Oh yeah... . . ...
Thursday.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Home.
Friday, March 13, 2009
Wave Hello.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Fluorescent.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
Summer Daze.
History is history.
However that didn't stop me from doing exceptionally bad. I have a horrible problem of second guessing myself. And it is really starting to hurt my grade.
This has been a horrible day for more reasons than just the above.